friends forever!? ill try!

i just had a very DEEP and SERIOUS talk with my real friends(HS friends). we talked about almost everything(but that's not new to me cause we always do that on every meetings that we have). we talked about the universe and its edge, blackholes as portal to another universe(hahah!! it could be), iglesia ni kristo, gimiks(we were planning to go to EK together), money, my religion, typecast, saydie and other rockbands. we agreed that almost every rockbands has their "emotional" lyrics. (punk,metal, etc), you know, were not EMOBOYS or EMOGUYS, but we dont agree that emo is gay, cause expressing yourself, your feelings and stuffs doesnt seem to be so gayish. i dont see any signs of gayism in that. do you?
but what really made this night special and peculiar is because we talked about our future. we talked about what would happen to us when we finished college. what would happen when i go to my mission? would we still be this close and talk about a LOt of things and stuffs? will we still have time for each other? would we still have communication w/each other? WAAAAH!!!! i hate to think about these things but i cant help myself! i dont want our friendship to be the same as our parent's. it seems that they dont have time for their friends anymore. i admire them because i know that WE are their first priorities, but still, i want them to keep in touch with their friends. i mean, what good will your friendship memories cause you if you already lost your communication and already forgotten them? what good will your friendship memories cause you if you dont have any friends to talk, about that, to? that's just so sad!
i really want our friendship to last for the longest time that i even imagined ourselves living in the same compound where our houses are so near to each other, so near that we could almost hear each other's laugh or snoring, where i could let my sons and daughters play w/ my friends's children. HAHAH!!! that would be awesome! i really love imaginations!! i dont know what will happen to my life, but whatever happens, ill try my very best to keep in touch w/ my real friends. and i dont want to fail!!
ok that's it. ampanget ng blog ko. basta!! no words could ever explain what i felt this night! im happy but sad at the same time. i love my friends so much because theyve been there for me when i needed them, they never left me alone, through happiness and sadness, through jokes and serious talks. they helped me learn the real meaning of friendship. theyve taught me a lot of things!! (we taught each other a lot of things! i know!!). they know the real me! i can really be myself around them. we made our own theory and then contradict it togother! hahah!! although sometimes di maiiwasang magkaroon ng problema, but i know that it wont last long and that will only strengthen our friendship. wooh! ive got nothing more to say! no words can explain how important they are to me!
I SIMPLY GOT NOTHING BUT NONE-GAY LOVE FOR THEM!!