it's christmas? isn't it?

it's christmas!! isn't it?!
whew! it's christmas day! but i feel like its not! :( the best thing that i did today is sLeeping!! i slept and slept and slept!! but i greet my mom and dad and relatives a "merry christmas" its not that i dont like christmas, its just that it's so boring. so boring that i cant feel its essence anymore.. but i want to feel it... i just really cant... dont know y? maybe im just so used to all the things that christmas had dealt to me!, money,new clothes and shoes and everything, that i cant grow-up and leave them.. i mean whenever christmas is mentioned to me, the first thing that comes to my mind is the things that ill receive! then my family off course! but now,im too old for new clothes in christmas, im too old for "papasko" ng famiLy and relatives ko!! whew!! next year wont be the same!!! i swear!!!
later, im going out w/my friends! we have no idea where were going! we just want to be together! and spend our christmas together!but for now, guess i'll just sleep!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS!!