friends forever!? ill try!

i just had a very DEEP and SERIOUS talk with my real friends(HS friends). we talked about almost everything(but that's not new to me cause we always do that on every meetings that we have). we talked about the universe and its edge, blackholes as portal to another universe(hahah!! it could be), iglesia ni kristo, gimiks(we were planning to go to EK together), money, my religion, typecast, saydie and other rockbands. we agreed that almost every rockbands has their "emotional" lyrics. (punk,metal, etc), you know, were not EMOBOYS or EMOGUYS, but we dont agree that emo is gay, cause expressing yourself, your feelings and stuffs doesnt seem to be so gayish. i dont see any signs of gayism in that. do you?
but what really made this night special and peculiar is because we talked about our future. we talked about what would happen to us when we finished college. what would happen when i go to my mission? would we still be this close and talk about a LOt of things and stuffs? will we still have time for each other? would we still have communication w/each other? WAAAAH!!!! i hate to think about these things but i cant help myself! i dont want our friendship to be the same as our parent's. it seems that they dont have time for their friends anymore. i admire them because i know that WE are their first priorities, but still, i want them to keep in touch with their friends. i mean, what good will your friendship memories cause you if you already lost your communication and already forgotten them? what good will your friendship memories cause you if you dont have any friends to talk, about that, to? that's just so sad!
i really want our friendship to last for the longest time that i even imagined ourselves living in the same compound where our houses are so near to each other, so near that we could almost hear each other's laugh or snoring, where i could let my sons and daughters play w/ my friends's children. HAHAH!!! that would be awesome! i really love imaginations!! i dont know what will happen to my life, but whatever happens, ill try my very best to keep in touch w/ my real friends. and i dont want to fail!!
ok that's it. ampanget ng blog ko. basta!! no words could ever explain what i felt this night! im happy but sad at the same time. i love my friends so much because theyve been there for me when i needed them, they never left me alone, through happiness and sadness, through jokes and serious talks. they helped me learn the real meaning of friendship. theyve taught me a lot of things!! (we taught each other a lot of things! i know!!). they know the real me! i can really be myself around them. we made our own theory and then contradict it togother! hahah!! although sometimes di maiiwasang magkaroon ng problema, but i know that it wont last long and that will only strengthen our friendship. wooh! ive got nothing more to say! no words can explain how important they are to me!
I SIMPLY GOT NOTHING BUT NONE-GAY LOVE FOR THEM!!

ang buhay ni TAO, the amazing stage play!

well, our school had an amazing stage play today.. "ang buhay ni TAO", it was all about love for yourself, others and GOD. im glad our religion teacher made it compulsary and made it as one of our projects, cause if he didnt do that i would never go watch that freakin show... but i dont regret watching it... i love the story, nice voice, nice actors, nice costumes!! everything was nice except for one!! it was anger's screaming! (anger is one of the chaacters on the stage play) it was so loud!! it was annoying, really, cause he did it over and over again!!! over and over!!! wooh!! there are funny parts on the play like this dialog "ako si kamag-anak, maganda ako, mayaman ako, at sexy akoh woah woah woah" i really like that dialog!! she repeated it four times, i think. and it was fun!
the stage play took 2hrs, maybe, but it was worth it! i was looking forward to watch that play again! but that would be impossible, i guess. if it was a movie, ill definitely put that on my "movies" list here!! heheh.,. it was something worth watching and remembering..
the main characted is the commercial boy of, i dont know but they said he was, BEER NA BEER!!! but his really good at acting!! i think his gonna be my idol when it comes to stage plays!! i h8 to act on stage, cause i already experienced that, but he acted like it was really fun being an actor! heheh.,. if i would be given a chance to watch that stage play again, i would definitely watch it w/o second thoughts!! hahah.. that's how great the show was..

heheh.,. that's all!! ok so long!

all about baon, kickback and revenge!

whew!! my mom got so angry this morning for a smaLL reason... hahah!! i called her "high Blood" then she was like, "what? you dont have the right to say those words to me" hahah.,. then she gave my allowance!! 50percent off!!! hahah!!! HOLYSH!!! it hit me hard!! having your allowance 50percent less!! so i decided to scare her a little bit, i said "i wont go to school, maybe ill just cut all my classes", but she acted like she didnt hear a thing! wooh!! so i decided to leave the house w/o saying goodbye or anything!! hahah.,. after our classes i returned home w/ P80.00..... then it came to my mind that i need to have revenge!! hahahah!!! there was this ticket that our prof gave to us FOR FREE!!! but a price was like patched in there P150.00, since my mom didnt gave the other half of my allowance, i thought it was ok to do the so called "kickback" thing!! hahah.... that's not the only kickback i made today!! but i wont put those here!! im too shy!! i got P500.00 all in all!! hahah!!! im so sorry mom!! hope you dont have a "myspace" account!!! shshshsh hahah!! ok that's it!!

saw her again!

saw her again? Current mood: happy
i saw her again!! yeah!! i saw the "rakistang babae ng aking buhay" again!! hahah... its just like meant to happen... know y? coause i saw her not only once, but thrice!! hahah... wooh!! shit!
i decorated the wishing christmas tree of our school, i decorated it with my wish!! hahah... it goes like this
"i wis i could fly in the sky, so i can see everyone as they live their lives, every damn second of their lives.. i wish FPJ was here today with us so he can kick the ass out of Arroyo and then we'll have a happy government! hahah... i wish all our wishes come true and merry xmas to all of you"hahah... that's it!! what a wonderful day!! but school still sucks!! heheh...

me

im john ray ibo, my friends call me joray(derived form my name JOhnRAY) cause i preffer to be called that way, but off course ive got a lot of nickname like iboibo (from my amusing but not so famous surname, ibo), ilong (i hate this nickname, my HS friend, BOBBY RAY MASCARDO RACE, gave this to me for some reasons!! hahah) jarey (may churchmates call me this way, weel some of them) wafu (a very special girl call me this way, but there are imitators who call me this way too) ibots (hahah!! my close lady friends call me this way and i kinda liked it, makes me smile every time i hear it.) as for you, you can call me whatever you want! i wont mind!
im a happy-go-lucky kind of a person. i never let problems block my day(way). i just face it with a smile and wait til they go away. although, sometimes i cant hide them, cause its just so hard to do. im not stupid but not smart either, sakto lang is the perfect term for me, you will notice that some of my grammars are wrong, well tahts because im not smart.
whenever there's problem, i never let my friends know it cause i just dont know how to react whenever they asks me questions like"johnray, aus ka lang?" or"hoy may problema ka ba? bakit parang ang tahimik mu?"i really dont like that. that's why im always pretending to be happy even though i have problems. but im a really funny person, other says, minsan natatawa din ako sa sarili ko eh!! there are times that im so hyper and times that im so quiet and i dont move much. hahah!! parang bato.
i love mathematics and i hate physics and chemistry!!!! i dont know why, maybe its because of the teachers, they dont teach well, or maybe its because of me.. i dont listen much!! hahah.. i hate plastics, i hope all plastics die and burn in hell!!
oh, i have a hideous face!!!!
when it comes to music, WALANG TATALO SA MAIINGAY AT NAKAKABINGING TUGTUGIN!!! HAHAH!! i love rock music!! mapa-emo/post hardcore/hardcore/punk/screamo/indie/etc pa yan!! so CURSE YOU ALL,POSERS!!! i hate people who dress-up like real rockers then listen and enjoys hiphop music!! argh!!
if there's something that would hurt me most, it is to be called a POSER!! (except losing my parents and loved ones) cause i never, ever, posed in my whole entire life!! i am what i am!there are times when i feel like being alone and listening to angry music(what they call metal/hardcore mode) that will soothe my feelings and emotions, but that is so NOT OFTEN. heheh.,.
im not gay!! but my friends tease me that i am! but thats ok cause i know that theyre not serious and that theyre doing it just for laughs. i love making people laugh. somethimes i even make fun of other people and im so sorry for that.
im currently studying at the school of callboys, they say, san sebastian college. its not fun there, not so boring either. the only reason why i enrolled at that stupid bloody school is because of my HS friend, MARC JAWO LAO LOPEZ. if it wasnt for him, ill still be in laguna.. hahah. i dont like my course too, HRM.. heheh... such a gayish course! i really wanted to take-up engring but san sebastian does not offer that course to their students. so i end up at the course which i thought was easy and enjoyable, HRM. then days past and i finally discovered something about my course. IT IS INDEED GAYISH BUT NOT THAT EASY AND ENJOYABLE!! BULLSH!! ok that's all i can tell about my self.

magical day!

well, nothing magicaL really happened today. i just watched the movie "harry potter 4(goblet of fire)" I watched it with my friend, marc jawo lao lopez, hoping that something magicaL will happen, like meeting a beautifuL girl and watching the movie with her.. hahah... lol... stupid me!!
harry potter 4, not a good movie but not bad either, sakto Lang. i enjoyed watching it. specially when potter was in his fight scene with the great Lord Voldemort!! hahah... voldmort sucks!! harry potter too!! its just too bad for ron , cause hermoine has her new love partner. hahah... even the romance sucks!! i dont know, but ive got a pretty bad time when talking about Love and romance. its not that i hate it. its just that im not interested on it right now!! maybe tommorrow :))
heheh.... ok that's all, if you find my bLog "joLogs" or corny or anything. weLL, im sorry.. deal w/it!